10.09.2008

Faith

His greeting has no words, only movement. I am gently pinned flat by his being and his kiss. My hands find the center of his chest and his forearms, as his find their way under my short skirt. His fingers slip into my panties, and into my wetness, and my knees go weak.

But my resolve does not.
Say my name.

So long the time in between that nothing exists between a kiss and a fuck. There is no room for additions in a house of need. It is merely the unzip of a zipper and panties moved aside. The fit of his cock in it's home. Relief in familiarity.

I am familiar.
Say my name.

He sits and I straddle. So beautiful he says and I purr. My eyelids falling heavy in lust and my head falling back, throat exposed. I continue to rock gently in his lap. He watches me lose focus as I dance closer and closer to the edge.

But everything is clear.
Say my name.

He waits until my face is in his hands, and my eyes are locked onto his. He waits until he is sure I am paying attention to his words. He waits until we've had our fill of remembering the hardness and the wetness. He waits until I believe I can wait no more.

But I believe in him.
And my name has never sounded so sweet.

37 have whispered back:

Ms. Inconspicuous said...

That a name--given so innocently by eager, fresh parents--can be used so to flay us entirely in the bedroom...

It's magic, really.

Kate said...

Nothing sounds quite like your name spoken from your lovers mouth

pitseleh said...

god its good to have you back.

ez cheese said...

A change in tone, I see. I must agree, it is good to have you back, and with all your fire and gusto in tow.

We've missed you.

~c said...

Very much have you been missed...

The sound of a lovers voice as he/she speaks in passion..ain't nothing like it..nothing..

Welcome back darlin'
~c

Southern Sage said...

welcome back Sweet One.
muah

nitebyrd said...

Welcome back. Stirring post, hun.

k said...

beautiful!

A. Secret said...

Ms. I, anyone can be called a whore, a bitch, beautiful, babe...it is when they say our names that we know we're not just anyone.
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Kate, why welcome to my pocket sugar. Make yourself cozy.
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Pits, I missed you more.
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EZ, my sass and my mojo just needed recharging. Surely you know they'd never really disappear. Oh and I missed you even morer.
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A. Secret said...

~C, thank you. I can honestly say I felt lost without all of you guys. There's some good people in here. Really good people.
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Sage, speak of the devil...but really my angel. Thanks for all the check-ins. I owe ya. And have a few ideas for repayment.
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Nitebyrd, yeah well things got a little cloudy there for awhile but all settled back down now. Thanks for being patient.
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K, thank you. And welcome to my pocket to you as well. Cocktail?
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asweetnectar said...

Very gripping post. I think us women that hae the drive for sex need to do some conseling for other ladies. They so don't know what they are missing!

Kyra said...

Nice to see you back in the saddle, sweet thang!

Beautiful post.

marianne said...

So happy to see you back here, and writing so beautifully. My favourite bit this time:

"So long the time in between that nothing exists between a kiss and a fuck."

Exactly. It doesn't matter how much I intend to stretch out the greeting, make it slow and loving... the urgency is just too much to ignore.

Unbroken said...

Sounds cozy. Nice to see you haven’t lost your touch.

Even better to have you back and sounding quite content!

A. Secret said...

Sweet Nectar, Nah let's keep them in the dark. More for us ;-)
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Kyra, join me here Cowgirl? I think I need to ride you into a new town, a new life, a new start. There's some cute cowboys out there.
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Marianne, I have tried over and over to draw it out but I am much to anxious to be filled. There's time for the rest in round two or four.
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Unbroken, it's like coming home.
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Fex said...

You've been busy...And you've been missed...Nice to read your words, it's been too long. :)

Rae said...

I love saying my lover's name.

I love screaming it even more. :-)

I'm so glad you're feeling better and back from the flu.

I Smile 2 Much said...

And whenever he says it with that kind of lust & possessiveness, it's absolutely intoxicating.

Smiling & happy to have ya back, sexy girl. *muah*

max said...

you get me where i live, again. and again.

Ronjazz said...

But honey...you've never heard me call your name...just you wait...

A. Secret said...

Fex, right backathca sister!
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I Smile 2 Much, I agree. I pretty much walk around drunk on lust all damn day. P.S. The invite link didn't work ;-(
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Max, good. Then you know how I feel when I read you. Payback lover.
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Ronjazz, good point. Let's rectify that.
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badside said...

You're yummy, I need a taste!

Southern Sage said...

be careful who you tempt.....

Far Away said...

Thank you for coming back to us, Pocket Secrets. We've missed you.

Far Away Secrets

Cheating Wife said...

You were missed, dear A. The post was fantastic. Agreed.

;-)

CW

Naughty Girl said...

Sigh...such lovely words!

badinfluencegirl said...

makes me wonder what happened in the last month...

and the juxtaposition of those two posts makes them both more powerful

*huggs* bella welcome back

The Fury said...

so hot so sweet...welcome back.

A. Secret said...

Badside, I've missed you!
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Sage, just you wait and see handsome. You'll never be the same.
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Far Away, welcome to my pocket. I love that you stepped out of the shadows.
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Cheating Wife, why thank ya darlin.
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A. Secret said...

Naughty Girl, hard words for me. I'm not good with slow and sweet here. But thank you.
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Ms. B.I.G., it's good to be back. A lot happened in that month and most of it just made me realize how much I love being in here.
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Fury, my handsome fuck. I missed your strength lover.
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Cerulean said...

You still got it A. You still got it. xo

Riff Dog said...

I refuse to say your name. You'll have to torture me first. Peruvian style.

CRIMSON said...

WOW...YOU ARE SUCH AN EXCELLANT WRITER...I WAS RIGHT THERE WITH YA....! GREAT WORK...VERY MOVING ON MANY LEVELS!

A. Secret said...

Cerulean, why welcome to my pocket darlin. Nice of you to come out of the shadows.
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Riff, by the time I'm done with you you'll forget your own name.
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Crimson, awww thanks sugar. I needed that today. Mwah!
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Southern Sage said...

promise?

FableJHill said...

That was equal parts hot and sweet. You are quite the erotic poet.

A. Secret said...

Sage, I never promise anything I can't deliver on. And that's a promise.
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FableJHill, well welcome to my pocket you little gun toting girl you. And thank you.
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