6.30.2008

Rewind


A bead of sweat trickles down between my heaving chest, just as our comingled cum trickles out of my now tender pussy. The hair at the nape of my neck is wet and knotted from his sticky fingers. Breathing slows. You're good, I say. You're better he says.


When he pulls his cock from my depths I am momentarily taken aback by the vacant, empty, feeling I am left with. I protest and thrust up my hips to keep him within a second longer.


He's possesed. The wild animal unleashed and pounced. He moves me and pulls me how he wishes. I'm at his mercy and he wants it rough. I am pinned and pounded relentlessly. Who is my whore, he growls. I am, I answer. He cums, with a final, to the core, thrust.


He slows down his fucking to the point I think he's going to stop. Holding himself inside of me, still. My eyes open and he's looking right at me, watching me. He pulls all the way out and waits for my groan of disapproval. Beg, he says. Please, I say. And he slides all the way back in. The rush of relief breaks my resolve and I cry out in release.


Naked and on my knees I suck his cock, looking up at him for approval. My hair hangs over my face, over his balls, over his lap. With his big hands he gently brushes it back to improve his view. I work his shaft diligently. Eager little slut that I am.


He's removed my heels, my blouse, my skirt and my bra. Naked, save for the skimpy little fabric covering my sex. The panties he saves for last. I suck in my breath as he grabs the center of them with one hand and rips them from me. Seams and thread no match for his hunger.


He pulls me into him immediately, without a word. Lips and tongues meet urgently in greeting. Hands gripping and roaming over clothing. He breaks momentarily to appraise me head to toe. Hello beautiful, he says. Hello lover, I reply.

6.24.2008

Looking For A Few Good Men

Are you man enough to handle me?

I need a man with mental strength. Don't take my shit. Don't take my sass. I'll push you, and poke you, and provoke you. Trust me I will. I'll keep you on your toes and make you work for it. Can you control me with a look? A single word? Do you have what it takes to keep me on that edge, to keep me guessing? Don't get soft on me. Don't rest on your laurels and let down your guard. Don't give in to me and let me have my way. Be a man.


Are you man enough to handle me?


I need a man with physical strength. Hold me down with a firm hand. It's in my nature to fight back. I won't give in easily. You have to earn it, to want it, to fucking have to have it. Push me, and pull me, and make me submit. Move me, and bend me, and make me yours. A fist in my hair, a slap to my ass, a growl in my ear. Whatever it takes. Make me and break me. Be a man.


Are you man enough to handle me?


I need a man with strength of character. Be confident and take what you want. Don't depend on me. Don't make me your be all and end all. I don't want what I can have, what is given easily. Keep your guilt and your emotions in check. Can you fuck me and not fall in love with me? That is all I ask of you. Be a man.


Are you man enough to handle me?


I will tease you and tempt you. I will say all the right things to make you fall. I will move all the right ways to make you falter. I'll trip you up and push your buttons. I will worship you, and please you, and make you realize you've never had it so good. I'll make you bad, and I'll make it worth your while. Just don't say I didn't warn you. Be a man.


Now I ask you....

Are you man enough to handle me?

6.12.2008

It's My Blogversary!

Looks like your baby girl is growing up!
(Yes, the pics are really me. I thought maybe after a year you deserved a peek at the real A. Secret. Shhhh!)

One year ago today I was jonsin hard. I have always been full of want and I will always need but I started this blog as a way for me to be able to get out my frustrations, a place to let the passion have expression. What I wasn't expecting was to make so many friends here in Blogland. In comments and emails I am continually reminded how lucky I am to know so many of you.

I have posted 84 times now. My hit counter has jumped to over 66,000 in just six months. My profile has been viewed almost 4,000 times. I've even been Fleshbotted. It's amazing and so much fun. I owe it all to you! I love when you tell me, I love when you want me, and I love when I cum with you in mind. Thank you!

So who wants to party with me? As always, the first round is on me. Oh, and I'm quite certain birthday spankings are in order!
XX,
A. Secret

6.06.2008

Release














I need to cum so badly.
I am unable to think of anything else.
I tell her.
"I can help you" she says.
She takes my hand and leads me into the bathroom.
Closes the door and leans me against it.
"Shhhh" she says when I start to speak.
Standing so close I can feel her heat.
I'm unsure.
She is not.
I close my eyes and give myself over.
She runs her hands over my breasts.
Thumbs grazing my nipples.
Trailing down.
Her palm flat against my stomach
Slides slowly into my jeans.
I can't help but moan.
My head falling back as her fingers find me.
So wet and slippery.
Hardly breathing in the stillness.
We stand there motionless except for her hand.
Her fingers swirling and sliding.
Running over my clit and slipping inside.
Dipping into me and taking me to that edge.
It feels so good.
So soft and so secretive.
Her fingers moving in and out of my folds.
Dipping into me and taking me to that edge.
So easily I am there for her.
So when she leans closer
And whispers into my ear
"There you go, Just like that"
"Cum for me"
I do.
I fall over that edge and let go.
Crying out with the relief of release.
Thankfully
Thank you

When I open my eyes I am alone.
My fingers inside my panties.
Drenched in my cum.

6.03.2008

Like This

How do I want you to fuck me?

Today I want it hard. I want to be shoved and taken. I want you to take what you want and take it roughly. I need to be used. Nipples bitten. Ass slapped. Bend me and break me and make me cry out. I will squirm underneath you. Be man enough to hold me down. Make me submit. Kiss my mouth and pull my hair and don't give me a choice. Run your hands up my skirt and fill me knuckle deep. Make me beg for your cock. Make me plead for your fuck. Then pin my ankles in your hand and give me what I need. Take my breath away with each thrust of your thick shaft. Make me cry out. Make it hurt. Fuck me hard. Fuck me like you mean it. Show me how it's done. Give me what you've got.

Hard. Is how I need you to fuck me today.