There was a point in the beginning when I caught him off guard.
Full of his cum, sweaty and spent, I crawled up him to get under his arm and snuggle into him. He held me awkwardly. His big arms wrapped and re-wrapped around me in an attempt at feeling natural.
Laughingly he said, "I don't know how to hold you".
Understandable. I'm not his wife after all. I don't come home from work to his hugs. He can't reach out to touch me whenever he needs me. I don't fall asleep listening to his heartbeat.
He is just a fuck. I am just a fuck.
Was. Were.
There was a time when he said "I don't know how to hold you".
Now, he tells me, "I don't know how to let you go".
38 have whispered back:
There are times and people in our lives who leave a mark...who make a difference. Nowhere is that more powerful than in the heat of passion. You left your mark, honey...it was probably a fucking branding iron! In any case, a sweaty, spent, full-of-cum hot bitch like you would leave her mark on ANY man. You have with me, and I've never touched you...:)
Darlin', if I were with you, I wouldn't know how to let you go either.
oh yeah. spoken (written) like someone who's been there.
What a fragile and beautifully written piece.
The pain is there without it ever being mentioned.
Oh
my
goodness.....
Not just a fuck...but a girl who has let out her heart. And he is there to grab it.
Beautiful.
Each day is a gift of sorts...relish it baby.
watch the heart! watch the heart! Unbroken mentioned i should pop over here.. Good to pick up on the chemistryi. Could do with a friend like you. :-) Would you like a no strings bloggy date..? :-) Kyra can cum along to keep you company.. :-)
Life seems to become more and more complicated as time goes by. Whether it's relationships or just life in general, I feel like it's just running away and I can't keep up. Seems you have an island in each other to escape this craziness. And he's a smart man to know how good it is to have you!
Damn. I guess this is why we have rules of engagement for affairs, eh?
But, I will say that I have to agree with Kyra here. Absolutely. You could never be "just a fuck" my dear. Not possible.
XO
CW
Ronjazz, you know I suppose we all want to have an effect on someone, to leave a mark. To be unforgettable. Irreplaceable. I think now I am wrestling with the idea that I have taken that too far.
Thanks for you my friend. Now what can we do about that touching... ;-)
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Kyra, it's easy sexy girl, just untie me!
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max, been there done that. When will I learn.
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Brad, sigh. Thank you for not pointing and laughing. Thank you for making naked comfortable.
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Southern Girl, I'm a pro at the relishing part. Just not so much with the heart part. Live & learn I suppose.
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Secret Diary, well hello there Handsome. Welcome to my pocket. And you've mentioned all of my favorite things: Unbroken, Kyra, and "no strings". You're on! My kind of date.
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Unbroken, you've got that great boat. Stop rowing in circles and come rescue me. I'll even wear my coconut shell bra.
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Cheating Wife, you are so right about the Rules of Engagement. How many times have I preached to keep the love out of it? I have a reputation to uphold after all ;-)
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Yow, lines like that go straight to the heart, don't they... virtually impossible to keep the armor intact after that kind of attack
Exactly... exactly... fantastic and frightening
JRM, funny I once had a long conversation with EZ Cheese about my suit of armour. It's definitely dented and well used. Thanks for popping over.
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Quiet, lover, handsome, I've already asked you once...will you marry me? ;-)
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Secret, Pretty, Darling, Shut Up and Kiss Me, Not just a Fuck, we know to much...
I got a lump in my throat as I read this. As beautifully as you write about sex, you have captured the emotion even better.
Cate xxx
It's a very thin and fragile line to try not to cross. Going from fuck to lover to loved. Take care of your heart.
Hey, I was expectin you an one Kyrazi wild gal to pitch up in your tight little Levis at the Levi Store, but you didnt pitch! :) Can figger though, circus keepin ya busy! And you seem to have your hands full with the guys an gals! Real good! Would like to know you better. Lets both have burger...
Quiet, be careful what you wish for...
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Cate, my sweet, romantic Cate. I took lessons from you. By the way, have I mentioned how much I miss you?
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Nitebyrd, you are so right about the Fuck-Lover-Loved road. Despite the best laid plans. Somehow the lines keep blurring on me so I hardly realize I've crossed them. Damn.
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Secret Diary, oh my goodness you're a handful! Love it.
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Well it sounds like he may not know how to hold you but he surely knows how to give you other things you need!
The letting go is the hardest part...every time now...
So Sweet! I think most of us here would say the same! :^)
Sage, yes indeed he sure does. Which is why he gets away with being all thoughtful and mushy.
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Surfer, and the addiciton takes it's hold just like that....
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Badside, sweet?! Oh no! Apparently Pocket Secrets is in dire need of another "Fuck Me Hard" post. Everyone's gone soft around here ;-)
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Ah... I can feel the conflict. It's pointless, you know, worrying about it. Just let it happen... consequences are for later.
Nicely written, doll face.
I love your capturing the gradual so simply - it is easing, a slow slipping, reading this move from physical to emotional made me smile.
Excellant. Stop by and see me sometime.
Marianne, I am so a fly by the seat of my pants kind of girl. Sleep tomorrow. Don't worry it may never happen. Cross your fingers and jump.
I just hope that something breaks my fall.
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Topaz, you said it exactly as I always do...that slipperly slope. It's impossible to stop and impossible to go back.
Thank you for coming over.
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Sir David, as you wish Handsome. As you wish.
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How did I miss this post?!
So much feeling and I've been there.
Wait, if I didn't sign anything.. ;)
I love how you write...
That's amazing.
Incredibly beautiful. But it's dangerous when the first becomes the second.
But honey - I don't think any of us can let you go.
that hard exterior gets chipped away at doesnt it.....hugs to you doll and best of luck!
And yet, as soon as he leaves his mark it can't be about sex anymore. I have said 1000 times that I can separate fucking from emotion, knowing deep down that I am just a huge liar.
Far Away Secrets
So very very looking forward to your next post. They're always amazing.
Gray, 1st rule of infidelity...always read the fine print.
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Buddha, why thank you Handsome.
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Maxie, sounds like you know what I am talking about. Sigh.
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Sweet Nectar, that hard exterior, while indeed hard, is apparently see thru. Alas the problem.
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Far Away, don't get me wrong, I am all for being marked ;-)
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Tee, why welcome to my pocket. And what a nice thing to say. I've been on vacation...from life, lust, and love. Did you get my postcard?
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Where are you hot pocket?
Compelling stuff. One of the best blogs of its kind I've come across.
plentymorefishoutofwater.blogspot.com/
Beautifully described!
I agree with nitebyrd ~ take care of your heart, it can so easily get broken, I should know, I'm still trying to end mine...
muah. Hope all is well.
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